Monday, February 13, 2006

It's been a while seen I last updated my blog. I didn't feel like blogging as I find myself feeling empty and lost in this world. Living each day as the day passes. Whatever activities fill my day, I juz take them in the stride. So..here are some of the activities for the past few days.

- Went to corrin's hse with komi, rachel, gavin and daryl to gamble and eat her goodies esp bak gua
- Attended Pastor Benny Ho's seminar on Soulish Living for two days
- Met up with irene jie
- Signed up with Prudential regarding some saving thing
- Taught eileen and mitchell a.maths and accounting respectively

Well..sis and eunice are leaving this wk. Sad sia. Plus my exams will be held in the following wk and I haven't started studying yet as I didn't have the mood to. Somemore it is 5 papers in a wk. Wow. Hopefully I will start mugging soon. I guess there is no better time than to start now. Haiz...

Lost. Empty. Alone. Nowadays life has no meaning or purpose to me. My heart and body been discouraging me from doing QT though my mind wants to. I don't feel like going to church, much less for LG. Is this what my dream shows? Everything juz seems to be true. I need to get back to God but how? Hiaz. I wonder if being a non-Christian would my life be much easier. No commandments to follow. No worries about one's spiritual life. No responsibilty to carry. Sigh.

Dre@my JeSs Life Written @ 5:27 PM