Thursday, July 21, 2005

Phew..i'm so glad that my CSA project is done and over wif. It was crazy staying up for 3 nights trying to complie and rush everything but to find out that there were problemns. Made me feel so frustrated. Argh!! But o well..i'm glad that's totally over and i dun have to face the dreamweaver and fireworks programs again as we are gg to start on microsoft excel. Heh..now i can slp while the tutor teaches. Can't stand the way she teaches. It's either she is blur and dunno what to do or she goes one whole big round. Sheesh..

I still got another presentation coming up nxt mon for my Comm Skills and tmr is my grp's dry run. An my grp happily put me as the first presenter, which means that i need to have a huge attention-getter. O man..tat sux!! At least i dun really have to do much thinking and elaborating. Heh ;)

*sigh* Wanted to tok to amy jie on sunday aft ym but aft the sgl training session, i felt that there's no need already. A new system was introduced, which is like the extreme of what i wanted to tok to her abt. Although i'm not totally against it, i still do not like the new system. Crap la..

I did not wanna admit it before but now i feel that i have too. I'M BURNED OUT AND TIRED!! Everything is juz not gg right wif me now. I have tots that i did not expect to have before and used words that i tot was not nice and that i wld not use at all. But now, it is the total opposite. Everything's different now. Who am i? The real me? I dunno. It's like i'm back to square one again. If anyone hears what my tots are, he/she wld be shock i think cos it's definitely not gg to be the person he/she sees. The problem now is that the percentage of me gettig these tots done are quite high and actually, i like it. Haha..

O well..what's got to be done will be done anyway. If i have to face the consequences, den let it be. People do change so it's no big deal. Lalalala..let's have fun. Haha..

Ok..tat's all for wat i wanna say. Cya peeps!!

Dre@my JeSs Life Written @ 8:34 AM