Friday, April 01, 2005

yesterday nite, there was the renunciation and dedication prayer for the candidates who are gg for baptism tis coming mth. at the end of it, all of us had to be pair up wif someone in the prayer team (i think) who wld pray for us. i refused to be prayed for. in the end, yoke lin wanted to pray for me so i gave in but it was short n in general. yup.. i'm one stubborn-headed gal.


at one pt, we were advised to put down the past and forget abt it. tat's wat make it difficult for me to do. i want to but i can't seem to leave my past behind and forget abt it. for the past few days, my past has been coming back to my mind. it sometimes makes me afraid tat it may happen again. even my thoughts are becoming more and more pessimistic. i want to be free but how? den today, tis song came into my head, 'RENEW MY LIFE, LORD JESUS.' the words really speak into my heart. i guess tat's wat i need to pray and ask God for.


ok..shall end here n leave u guys wif the song.

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RENEW MY LIFE, LORD JESUS

Renew my life, Lord Jesus,
I never want to be the same.
Renew my life, Lord Jesus,
place Your heart inside of me.
In my life and thoughts,
there are so many things.
That need the change that,
only Your love can bring.
And I need to be transformed
into Your likeness O Lord.
Change this heart inside of me.

Dre@my JeSs Life Written @ 3:58 PM