Wednesday, February 23, 2005

yesterday nite i had two dreams that did not relate to one another in one way or another. i remember that one of them was weird while the other was freaky,really freaky. though i dun recall which one happened first, i still have the events in my mind. the weird dream consisted of ppl tat i dun tink of. ppl like amy, ber, eunice, clarissa, daryl, etc... plus the events were aso strange. a checkpt at the train platform, aliens attacked upon stopping at various stations and no ending. weird rite? ok..now the freaky dream which i shall elaborate more on it.


the freaky dream gave me a shock when i woke up n i do hope tat it does not happen. if it does happen, i cannot imagine how i will react to it. tis dream took place in what looks like a classroom. it was the day i'm to receive my O levels results. the first result that was passed ard to see, was the emaths results. i remember clearly tat i look down the list, which was according to register no., n most of my frenz in front of me had gd results. when it came to my name, the two letters written there sort of stand up among the rest. i got the biggest shock in my life. a c5 for my emaths. how the rest of the dream went, i shall leave tat out. what i do know is tat if i get a c5 in any subs, i will surely break down. to make matter worse, my O Level results are gonna be released either tis fri or the following mon. i'm so damn nervous n scare now. i do wanna get gd results to make my dad happy. i dun wanna make him sad. he works so hard n tis is my only way of repaying him. ahh!!! God please help me!!


dun wanna tink abt it. the more i tink, the more afraid i become. wellz..Black Hawk Down was a damn nice show. it sort of questioned me of my friendships wif my frenz. how many of dem wld be there for u when u need dem? how many wld stand by u as u go through difficult times? how many wld even risk their lives to save u when u are in danger? i guess tis questions wld remain unanswered for quite a long time.


ok..shall go off le.. hoepfully i dun get any more freaky dreams. tis one is bad enuf already. nitez..

Dre@my JeSs Life Written @ 5:05 PM