Thursday, September 30, 2004

past few days had been really boring and horrible!!! i got back all my prelims results on mon n tues n ppl kept asking me,"you ok?" do i look ok to u? if i am, den yeah la. if not, den watever u tink la. i dun care already. juz stop asking me. argh..


there were 2 tings tat i discovered tis wk. first is my character. to me, tis character mite be gd. but to others, i dunno. most probably will get a "no good" frm dem. watever la. yeah..den the second ting is the part where it concerns Christians in their faith. there are a few who had tried to place their faith in God again after a big disappointment in their O level chinese results. it took them a lot of courage. during prelims, they tried their very best n told God tat the rest is up to Him. but when the results came back, they cried and asked God why. some may be to the extent of "scolding" Him. their faith den starts to waver and the trust in God starts to disappear.


tis to me is a test frm God. are we only praising Him when tings come as we want to but get mad at Him when He allowed u to go through hurt n pain? remember tat He is our Father and tat there is noting more tat He wants den the best for His children. God has bigger plans for each one of us den wat our eyes see. we need to trust in Him. i am aso struggling wif tis too.


o wellz..todae half the class skipped sch. but i am one of the guai ones tat still went. hee.. no la..actually wanted to skip aso but got check papers so had to go. tmr got chem prac tat i dun wanna miss. so obviously have to go. fri lehz..skip la!! wanna study at home anyway. o..n i finally watched The Terminal. yeap..nice manz..


okie..gotta go study..nitez..

Dre@my JeSs Life Written @ 4:20 PM