Thursday, July 05, 2007

I am tired. My body is a wreck. I feel like breaking down soon.

It has been a busy week for me for the past two weeks. There were test, project and individual assignment due. Besides school, I have to have worries from home as if I do not have enough in my mind to occupy me already. Arghhh...I really feel like throwing everything aside and not do anything at times. There are times when what you see on the outside does not always reflect the inside.

I need to work...badly. Not because I want to but is I "NEED" to. I hope I am able to cope with the additional load once I start work. My GPA has to maintain consistent or go up and hopefully, I can get into uni.

But life hasn't been that bad. I feel really blessed to have Abigail as my friend and sister. She is not only my swimming kaki, but a chilling and shopping kaki as well. Recently, we went shopping and caught "Fantastic Four". It was a great movie and yeah, Jessica Alba rocks. She is not only hot but her acting in this movie was super good as well. A show worth watching and now, I have two complimentary passes to "Nancy Drew". Abi?? Monday??

As each day passes, the NMS event draws nearer and things are starting to get heated up. There are more pushing to be done to get things done and datelines to be met. And recently, there has been quite bad news for sponsorship but to balance it off, there was good news as well. Thank God! I pray that I will keep a cool and calm head as the day gets nearer and things are more rush. As for today, I decided to meet my committee heads for a last minute meeting and it was a good session. From here onwards, I hope things can be ran better. For all freeriders out there, here is an early warning. "I will come after you if you don't get things done and I mean it!" Don't say I did not give any warning.

Just to touch a bit on my two-week break. I went for youth camp, Ignition, and it was really different as compared to past camps. There was focus on facedown worship and I PLUS ONE. It was a brand new experience for me to see things happening that I have never seen in youth before although the camp was not catered to my age group. And it was this that reminded me of a vision I once had went I visited Joel's church. This is just the beginning. There will be more to come. Also, I am glad that my SG members learned something from this camp and was ministered by God. Now, they are more opened than before and I thank God for each one of them. However, this may most probably be my last youth camp that I will attend. Don't bother to ask me the reason if you are not close to me.

For the next 37 days, it will be a challenge and test for me as I am taking the 40-day fast. I hope that during this period, I will draw closer to God as I depend on him for strength and wisdom. Take care my friends and God loves you and so do I.

Dre@my JeSs Life Written @ 2:14 AM