Monday, April 25, 2005

Hmm..it's been a wk since i last blogged. There's nothing much to blog anyway as my life is a boredom. Wait..that doesn't sound rite. Err..nvm. Anyway, today there's small grps. I continued frm the last session which we started off and din't had time to complete. Basically to summarise everything, I talked abt this yr's theme, Life Transformation Through Prayer And Discipleship. In the past two sessions, i focused on the purpose of a small grp such as fellowship and accountability. Hopefully my members took back something and try to put them into action.


The difference in today's session was amy jie sat in. Erm..dunno for what reason. But yeah la..I was quite taken back went she told me she wanted to sit in. Another thing was that i wasn't gonna teach frm the book of Joshua. Opps..still i covered everything i wanted to. Aft that, i had a debrief from her and really thanked her for her comments and suggestions. I shall ponder over it and see what i can improve on. Haha..not for me but for my small grp. Yup..then had the membership during service and i dun like standing on the stage. O wellz..


In the afternoon, there was sgl training. It was on chapter 2 of Joshua and it's cool. Haha..the notes given were in depth and i liked it. ;) O..and today is jeslyn's b'dae so..Happy Birthday!!! Nothing else to write abt so i'm gonna end here. Cya.


PS: To all those present during sgl training who may be reading this, eunice sends her regards to u guys. She misses you all and says that you all had better treasure the trainings as they are really great. And as she don't have them at all, she really misses it. Okie..that's the msg she wanted me to tell u guys. Guess u know what she's trying to say.

Dre@my JeSs Life Written @ 2:53 PM

Sunday, April 17, 2005

I'm eating my dinner at this insane hour while tying this. Crazy rite? Later i grow fat or worse, suffer frm indigestion. Ahh..dun tink too much jess. Juz eat and be happy. Haha..sound familiar? ;)


Hvn't been blogging much cos there is nothing much happening in my life. I very boring loh?! Anyway for the past two nights, i attended this prophetic seminar by Tahama Winslow at Christ the Rock church. She is one of the biggest prophets in America and a methodist, though her 'ways' seem to be more on the AG side. The topic she talked on was 'Hearing God's Voice.' Through the two nights, i really gained a lot frm her sermons. Never regret going for it. O yeah, she can sing in chinese as well. Not gonna talk about what i had learned but more on what i had experienced at the church.


The church firstly is totally not like PMC, tat type of building. It is at a leaving room of a house. If i'm not wrong, it is the place where the first Emmanuel Assembly of God church was situated. But this is not the main point tat i wanted to emphasis on. The one tat caught my attention was during worship. Although there were only a worship leader, a piano and the screen, people was dancing, jumping, smiling, lifting their hands and singing with all their heart. I could see the joy on their faces, hear their voices and even sense the Holy Spirit presence in the place. What amazed me was that it is not the youths who are doing the jumping and dancing, it is the adults, even elderly people. I was atonished at the sight manz. Whoaz. If 'old' people can jump and dance, what more the youths?


Okie..shall end here. Tmr is the day of my water baptism and suay suay, i'm the first. Hee..was saying tat the first is the trial and error. If the person is blur and makes a mistake, at least the rest will know what to do. Sound logical?


K..Nitey nitezzz.

Dre@my JeSs Life Written @ 4:30 PM

Friday, April 01, 2005

yesterday nite, there was the renunciation and dedication prayer for the candidates who are gg for baptism tis coming mth. at the end of it, all of us had to be pair up wif someone in the prayer team (i think) who wld pray for us. i refused to be prayed for. in the end, yoke lin wanted to pray for me so i gave in but it was short n in general. yup.. i'm one stubborn-headed gal.


at one pt, we were advised to put down the past and forget abt it. tat's wat make it difficult for me to do. i want to but i can't seem to leave my past behind and forget abt it. for the past few days, my past has been coming back to my mind. it sometimes makes me afraid tat it may happen again. even my thoughts are becoming more and more pessimistic. i want to be free but how? den today, tis song came into my head, 'RENEW MY LIFE, LORD JESUS.' the words really speak into my heart. i guess tat's wat i need to pray and ask God for.


ok..shall end here n leave u guys wif the song.

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RENEW MY LIFE, LORD JESUS

Renew my life, Lord Jesus,
I never want to be the same.
Renew my life, Lord Jesus,
place Your heart inside of me.
In my life and thoughts,
there are so many things.
That need the change that,
only Your love can bring.
And I need to be transformed
into Your likeness O Lord.
Change this heart inside of me.

Dre@my JeSs Life Written @ 3:58 PM