Tuesday, November 30, 2004

it's been a wk since i last updated, so it's time for me to blog. went to play badminton wif vivien, mitchell, clarissa, elaine n joyceln. it was super funny at first when we started playing. we were practically laughing all the way. but later on, it was gd la. at least i managed to exercise a little. hee ;P


aft tat, went to parkway to get shawl frm my 'dajie' for prom nite. den i went walking ard to buy some stuff, played at arcade before meeting sis. yup..we went jalan jalan before meeting up wif alvin at Crepes n Cream (fattening!!!) for the interview. haha..the interview was short n nice. quite fun actually..opps.. ;)


on sat, i had sunday class's bbq at eunice's place. phew..thked gdness my pasta came out ok. dey said it was tasty so gd la. nxt day, had games day which was super tiring. the kids were hyper manz, but dey are cute. hee.. later in the afternoon, went to style my hair n makeup before gg for prom nite. overall, prom nite was ok. there was a dj (super funny), games, voting n dancing. but the food was rather weird except for the dessert. the cheese cake was yummy!!!


as for today, went out wif eunice, clarissa n yvonne in the afternoon. we went to shop at parkway for some things needed for camp. looks like i gonna be broke soon manz.


*sigh* stupid ppl bad-mouthing my dad to the boss. looks like my dad gonna lose his job on my birthday. suay..sad.. :( maybe it's true tat i'm a jinx. so my frenz if u dun wanna get bad luck, avoid me. i'll understand one.

k..nitez..

Dre@my JeSs Life Written @ 4:20 PM

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

yup..it's the hols!!! i shld be happy n excited rite? however, my life seems to be boring n stagnant despite all the upcoming activities. bleah.. dun ask why cos i aso not too sure myself. guess there's no challenge, responsibilty nor excitement in my life. *sigh* i tink is better during the period when i'm studying for my Os. at least i got someting to do. but den..hu's complaining?


ok..before i start blogging, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY JIE!! well..starting frm yesterday, supposed to get up to run in the morning but den tired so i slept through. in the evening, i had bbq wif my frenz n some of my teachers. it was super tiring cos i had to get out of my hse 4 times before tat. why? cos one by one kept msging me to buy tings lor. heh.. the weather was gd n windy so qinxin n i ended up flying kite before waiting for the wire mesh to arrive. all in all, the bbq was gd and better as compared to a class bbq gathering. tings could be settled and done more efficiently la. chu hua n yee hoon damn jokers manz. dey wanted to borrow qinxin's camera to look for ghost. eh? dunno dem la..dey wanna fo watch shutters.. me not gg obviously..


today was supposed to go run but den was really tired frm the bbq. in the end, i didn't. in the afternoon, went out wif jialing jie for lunch n went jalan at heeren before meeting eunice jie n jon at ps. we had dinner at cartel n i was feeling damn full aft tat. dunno how jialing jie n jon managed to still haf space for dessert. hee ;) o yeah..finally bought discipleship journal aft a long time. i read the first article n it was toking abt whether the bible is reliable a not. tis qn was raised cos of one part stated in the bk Da Vinci Code. interesting manz..


tmr needa go sch for briefing den afternoon dunno whether i still wanna haf the bible study wif joshua. my room is in a clutter n i needa rest. i'm feeling super lethargic. n following days aft tat, i got 2 'appointments', badminton, sunday class bbq n prom nite. busy manz..


k..gonna go complete my poem before i go slp. n hopefully..hopefully..can get up to run. nitez all..

Dre@my JeSs Life Written @ 3:34 PM

Sunday, November 14, 2004

ahh!! i can't believe it. bio paper 2 has error!! eunice called me to tell me the news n i went to listen to the radio 98.7...n..moe confirmed tat the paper has error n is most probably the graph. tat graph qn is worth at least 10 marks lor. 10 MARKS!!! hopefully dey only cancel the last part which was maybe the problematic one. but still..tat part is also worth 5 marks. there goes my 5 marks. sheesh..juz grt..o well..it's not gurantee tat i will get the marks anyway. haiz.. checked the website n couldn't find the news abt tis. tink it will appear only tmr. n i was hoping to get at least an A2 if not A1. *sigh* there goes my biology.


ok..enuf of all these depressing news. where is my motivation manz? i dun feel like studying but my upcoming papers are damn heavy. i needa study if not... o well.. yesterday i finally went swimming. swam a total of 54 laps which is abt 27 laps of an olypmic-sized pool. heh ;) i saw my primary 4 form teacher but i doubt she recognise me liao. still she did recognised me when i saw her earlier tis yr. hmm..nvm.. today..went to study in church wif eunice n eileen before we went to jesscassandra's b'dae. yeap..it's her b'dae. so HAPPY B'DAE GAL!! haha..gd ting the place not tat packed as grace's one. got more space to walk. heh..


ok..gotta go off n maybe try to study. haiz.. o yeah before i go off..HAPPY B'DAE MARIE!! k..cya..

Dre@my JeSs Life Written @ 5:30 AM

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

today e.m paper 2 was unexpectedly quite easy. i wld say easier den the paper 1. still..others may say the other way round. the only qn tat was challenging was the proving qn. crap manz. but overall..i wld say the paper rux. haha ;) hopefully for my upcoming science paper wld also be easy..BIOLOGY..ahhh!!!


i finally decided to do my qt yesterday evening aft like so long. the amazing part was tat wat i read really hit me on my head. the material was on the Lord's Supper. it was only den did i realised tat taking part in Communion to me, is simply another 'church ting' tat i do every first sunday of the mth. not tat i had forgotten wat it signifies, but wat it really meant to me when i partake in the Lord's Supper. yes, it is indeed a time of confession and seeking forgiveness. i pray n confess n seek for God's forgiveness as i usually do. but do i really mean it in my heart? or has it become like a daily routine to me, saying and doing the same ting? in 1 Cor 11:27-29, it speaks that Communion requires us to examine ourselves. we should confirm in our hearts that we are indeed Jesus's followers and accepting that His death on the cross is sufficient n the only way to salvation. also, we should confess every single sin we have before partaking in the Lord's Supper. Otherwise, we bring judgement upon ourselves if we eat and drink "in an unworthy manner."


Partaking in the Lord's Supper is a serious act of worship. It is also a time for us to remember tat God has counted the cost tat we can nv ever repay in our entire lives. one qn we should bear in mind, "Who are we to God tat He paid such a price for us?" in the first place, we are sinful and we have done so many tings tat are displeasing in His eyes. and although God created every single mankind on earth, we choose to turn our backs on Him and rebel against Him. it was our choice to sin. there was no way we can ever please God or meet His standards. but being a loving God and wanting to restore the relationship, He provided a way out for us by sending Jesus to die on the cross in our place. thus upon believing and accepting Jesus, salvation is securred and we become saved sinners.


hmm..looks like i needa do some reflection already. k..gonna go study for my bio. nitez..

Dre@my JeSs Life Written @ 4:05 PM